Sometimes I question my own ability to communicate my thoughts and feelings clearly. Other times I question this ability in our society as a whole. Has it always been this hard to just say what you mean? Or is it no longer relevant to speak for the purpose of something other than self aggrandizement. If I truly look back and question my motivation behind everything I’ve said in the last 4 hours it’s shocking to think how much of that speech was probably tailored to make me look better than I actually am.
I suppose that’s just part of being fallen and recognizing that fact. It’s one thing to be sinful, it’s a completely other thing to realize your own sin in your life. It can get overwhelming. It can consume you. It can also make you a better person.